"The brick walls are not there to keep us out. The brick walls are there to give us a chance to show how badly we want something. Because the brick walls are there to stop the people who don’t want it badly enough...."

I swore it was going to be great.

My start to an unsuccessful work of art on the beach.....

It's been awhile since I've been on here.

I was gone, then came back......and have been dealing with a testy computer for the last couple weeks. Hopefully now though, after shelling out the mula she's back in business. Fast with no freezes. I'll keep my fingers crossed.

I'm sitting here typing and drinking a beer. What a nice Saturday night that seems like to me. You usually won't find me chillin back with a beer. But on this hot and humid summer night it seemed appropriate.

Weekends seem to be my saviour lately. Although I was still at the office for a few hours this morning I kept the lights off and basked in getting things done without the annoyance of dumb ass podunk buyers. Yes I know, I'm very descriptive when it comes to the annoying people that I talk to most of my Mondays thru Fridays. It's really a tough one. I don't have a crappy job. I make pretty good money and can hook up myself and my friends and family with almost any concert they want to see anytime or anyplace...........but it's just NOT ME.

Is it terrible to not have that drive to climb my way to the top? I always thought it was. But it's just not me.

I want to love and be loved. Create. Share. Inspire. And just soak up all the world has to for me to take in.

That may sound corny, but it is what it is. I'm just a free spirit. Well that is with a little ball-buster in me that comes out every so often. ;)

It will all fall into place. Right now though all is good.

xoxo.

There's a smile on my face....

A good good weekend.

This is how I see myself....