A feelin' blue kinda day.

The idea of someone you love leaving you without notice, without a goodbye, without anything is hard.

What's harder is when it's a reality.

You have to move on. It's all you can do. Life keeps on going and you can try and try to get some sort of answer on why, but I guess you have to accept that no answer at all IS the answer.

That doesn't make it hurt any less though.....

What is an easy way to blow $30 on absolutely nothing????

Go to the state fair.

You would have thought I had my fill when I went to the county fair a few weeks ago, but I thought I would end my summer with one more. I haven't even been to a fair since I lived in LA and now 2............all in the span of a month. Fairs are so dirty and gross. But there is something so odd about the world of the carnies that intrigues me in some strange way. Such a different world.

Photo worthy.

So,

I flew. Well kinda....

I played the game where they try to guess your age and won!! The man guessed I was 24. ;)

And I tried to dunk this jerk that was making fun of everyone.

I wasn't successful.

Guess what.....

I'M GOING TO PUERTO VALLARTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My niece Kylie won a photo contest and is now competing in the national competition.

I just want to eat her up with two little teeth she has. **Sigh**

Here's the winning photo.

- Proud Aunt.

Today's goal.....

To climb a bridge.

i think the world of this video!

inspires.

"have patience with everything unresolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves as if they were locked rooms written in a very foreign language. don't search for the answers, which could not be given to you now, because you would not be able to live them. and the point is to live everything. live the questions now. perhaps then, some day far in the future, you will gradually, without even noticing, live your way into the answer."

-rainer maria rilke